Just…just beautiful *sniffs* :’) I’ve watched 100000000 times so far. I’m surprised the replay button hasn’t broke yet.
Just…just beautiful *sniffs* :’) I’ve watched 100000000 times so far. I’m surprised the replay button hasn’t broke yet.
Hello! I’ve been busy with uni work and my internship which finished last month. I miss you all!
So November is approaching and you know what that means? It’s time for NaNoWriMo again! I’m nervous! I decided to write a list of things that would calm me down and hopefully for you too. Okay, here we go…
1) Write everyday even for 10 seconds. Be it poems, blogging, tweeting, and short stories or even one line. I would start with character biographies and write an outline of my story.
2) Listen to music. Lord of the Rings/Hobbit music is my preferred choice to inspire epicness in my story.
3) Read, read, read books. Research historical facts or any information if you need to.
4) If you suffer a writer’s block, you go out for a walk or run.
5) Write down your dreams (both goals and dreams dreams) . It helps to inspire new stories.
6) Talk to other writers. Encourage each other,
7) This applies to me, I don’t know about you but staring and watching Richard Armitage helps to motivate me. Hehe.
8) Go to art galleries. You never know if you come across a painting that inspires you.
9) Spending time at a library, cafe or at a park – meditate.
10) Have fun writing. NEVER FORGET THIS.
1) Write in whatever clothes you feel comfortable in while writing. I prefer PJs. Sitting cross legged. Very comfortable.
2) Have tea or hot chocolate in a Tardis mug. Summon nerdpower!
3) Use your lucky pen.
Just keep writing, writing, writing, writing, writing, writing
Shadowhunters! Check out this new clip from The Mortal Instruments: City of Bones. The clip, which was shown at the Mortal Instruments event at the Apple store in Soho last night, centers on Jace bringing Clary and Simon to the Institute, as well as Clary dealing with the effects of a demon bite.
A loyal lover mourning over her beloved, sitting on a windowsill, a river streaming below.
O, you were beautiful, majestic even.
You were a comfort to me when winter came,
Warming me up until there were blushes across
Many have looked up to you in awe,
Praising you and believing that you lived forever.
Others wonder why many are longing for
They simply don’t see beauty and wisdom.
Beauty and wisdom you possessed.
You will be remembered for that.
O, why did you have to leave this world?
Was there another world you preferred over ours?
It doesn’t matter.
I will wait for you to return.
I like rejection letters that are intimate with the words “the industry is subjective, so chin up and keep searching”. It’s encouraging
Today I went to Supanova, Sydney’s version of Comic Con, dressed as a Shadowhunter. It was the first time going to an expo for fanboys/girls and I went alone since none of my friends are hardcore nerds (Note to self: get nerd friends). I was nervous about going because of that but I reminded myself that I would be meeting Aidan Turner, Jed Brophy and Adam Brown.
It was a day of waiting, waiting, waiting…and waiting. I lined up about 3 hours early and ended up in another line when the doors opened to get tickets for photos and autographs. Very pricey, so I chose one photo: with Aidan, and three autographs for all the actors – I couldn’t miss one or two – they’re all precious to me. After getting the tickets, I moved on to another line – the signings, and it was a popular one. It was Aidan’s line. I waited there for 2 hours and I was annoyed that people with VIP tickets jumped the queue. At the last minute. They’re fans? Why did they come so late? I don’t think it’s fair for those who made the effort to arrive hours earlier in wintry weather. If you’re a true fan, then you would be first in line regardless whether or not you have a VIP ticket.
Anyway, I was anxious about the time. It was past 10.30, the scheduled time for the signings, and no celeb had appeared. I had to line up for the photos – scheduled for 11.20! But finally someone came out: Karl Urban. My god, that man is hotter outside the screen. Then came Aidan, Adam and Jed! I was shaking quite a bit…the cold had something to do with it too.
The line was moving slowly and all I did was stare at the actors. They’re so pretty. It was finally my turn and Aidan said “Hi, I’m Aidan. What’s your name?” and shook my hand. I surprised myself by responding coherently. Where did this confidence come from? Maybe his smile and touch killed off my nervousness. I still don’t know how that’s possible! He signed my Hobbit book whilst we talked about Wellington not having a premiere and he said that the cast might go to Moscow and another city in Europe. He was done with my book and I thanked him, and he thanked me with that smile that rivaled the sunshine. And I must say his accent is just…edible. Seriously, I want to eat him and his voice. Everything.
I was smiling and blushing as I went out and joined the long and confusing (“zig-zag”) queue to the photo area. More waiting but I kept myself occupied with Aidan’s signature and looking here. There. Everywhere around the place. There’s always something new to look at in the same area. So many people dressed up: Khaleesi, female Captain America, female Legolas, the snow king from Adventure Time, stormtroopers, Darth Maul, Obi-Wan, Vader, hobbits, elves (Thorin would hate their presence so much the place would burst into flames), dwarves (I saw Fili and Kili), Gandalf, Doctor Who (and a female Doctor), Ironman, and many more.
Fast-forward. I went deeper into the photo area and Aidan was there with open arms. He remembered me! He wrapped an arm around me and I did the same. His sides are hard. I’ll leave that to your fantasies. The picture was done and once again he thanked me and I echoed back and almost tripped on my way out. While I waited to pick up my photo, I went over to get Jed and Adam’s autographs. There weren’t a lot of people. It was sad. It was sad most people wanted to see Aidan, that it made me doubt that they were fans of The Hobbit/LOTR.
Anyway, I approached Adam. He was so sweet, quiet and cute. Seriously, I would marry him. He would be a good Doctor too. He didn’t talk much while he signed my book and I felt a little awkward but he did smile and thanked me and that was enough to relieve me. Next was Jed. Very talkative. I mentioned how cold it was and hoped that New Zealand wouldn’t be when I go there in December. Jed said it would be warm and asked what I plan to do there and I answered that I initially wanted to attend the premiere of the next Hobbit movie in Wellington but there wouldn’t be now. Here, Jed surprised me with: “We have an after party. You can come along.”
He said that it will be in Wellington in December and he said something about performing with a band. I might have misheard him because I was stunned but he definitely said something about a band. I just can’t believe he invited me and said “See you there” with a thumb up. Then it was time to calm down and get food. And there’s a long line for that too. I collected my photo with Aidan. God, the blush was very visible across my cheeks. I also went to the WETA stand and met Gollum and his fishes (in statue form) and was about to buy Thorin’s ring (though a little pricey) but the one they had in store were big for me, so they gave me a “treasure card” so that I could buy a small size online.
Next up was the seminar, hosted by Mark Ferguson who played Gil-Galad in FOTR. I was sitting around the front rows behind the VIP seats, so not too close and not too far. Adam, Jed and Aidan came on stage. It was evident that the applause for Aidan was more vocal than the ones for the other two. Again it bothered me. Is that normal at conventions?
The seminar was basically Q&A. A lot of interesting questions – I can’t remember most of them. A lot were directed to Aidan. No surprise there. But there were a few for Adam and Jed, and several to the three. Memorable answers were Jed saying that BagEnd was his favourite scene and appreciation for Nori’s starfish hairdo, Adam’s “slinghot training” and saying that he would play Galadriel if he was to choose which character to play – that reminded me of his answer to what was the name of Gandalf’s sword last year haha. Aidan’s answer to what was his favourite bromance: him and Dean. And the “who would win in a cage fight” question made a reappearance: a fight between Dean and Aidan. The answer was Aidan. An echo to Richard Armitage’s answer.
The seminar ended with Jed asking us a question and whoever had the right answer would get a gold dwarf coin that he had with him. The question was: who’s Smaug’s father? Hard question. I couldn’t remember myself and no one did either but this little kid did and won the coin.
That’s it for now. Looking forward for Day 2 at Supanova. So stay tuned.
The teaser trailer of the next Hobbit film The Desolation of Smaug came out today. So excited!!
It started with Richard Armitage’s interview on the Morning Show on Channel 9. I was so excited to see him; wished I woken up early to visit the studio but that didn’t lower my spirits as he came on and started talking in that sweet, sexy voice that always gave me an orgasm! Also my Twitter friends Lady Oakenshield (don’t judge her, I would’ve picked that name too) and Meri, who flew into Sydney for RA, got to meet him and take pictures. I was really happy for them. I was in the extreme state of euphoria to notice anything, well after I calmed down and saw my friends’ photos on Twitter, I was a little jealous especially that touching-the-majestic-beard pic.
I spent some hours on my essay but I was easily distracted by Richard and the live Q&A that was happening last night. I was so excited and nervous that I ended up overanalysing and found myself fantasising – here I’ll digress and keep those fantasies secret – they’re more graphic than 50 Shades or any erotic novel – too sexy and steamy that the world would burn. The world is not ready for them.
So I left the house 4 hours ahead of the event and yes, my mum came along (either to chaperone me or see Richard herself, I didn’t know anymore; I was too excited). Now I don’t want to lure people to sleep with my tale of commuting. Nothing spectacular happened other than searching for the bus stop in the city and had crossed to one side of the street and back to the other side twice. Anyway, we got to the venue and posters of Bilbo Baggins/Martin Freeman were everywhere…on one wall and my eyes caught a headshot of Richard. We were at the right place.
We went upstairs and there was already a queue of about 30 people. I was shocked. I should’ve come earlier! We waited for 2 hours for the doors to open. My feet weren’t that sore. Checking the line, it wasn’t bad. There were a lot of people behind us so that lightened my spirits and so did the girls behind talking about how sexy Richard is and his voice. I wanted to join in the conversation but didn’t want to intrude. I think we would’ve been great friends.
Oh, I almost forgot to mention the balloons with Richard’s face on them floating here and there. That was enough to give me a tight pang of orgasm. An orgasm from a balloon and an image of Richard! Yeah, my body is becoming insane. Is there therapy for this situation?
The doors finally opened and we got good seats in the second row. I couldn’t find Lady Oakenshield and Meri but I knew they would be in somewhere in the front row. By now, my cheeks and chest and pretty much everywhere was burning up. It was 30 minutes to the Q&A. I sat next to this lovely woman and we talked about Richard and if I had a question. I had three which turned into four later.
The show began and this guy – our host (I forgot his name) – went on stage and presented us a 12-minute footage of The Hobbit films that hasn’t been shown anywhere, not even on the DVD of the first movie. I’m not going to elaborate it because it was intended for the audience there. They’re (Peter and the crew, including Richard) being secretive. But I think the footage was mind-blowing!
After that, an interviewer (I forgot his name too) came up and introduced Richard!! YAY!! He walked down the aisle that was quite close to me. He was so close! Oh my god! He was so tall and mmm…he was wearing an olive jacket, jeans and beautiful, shiny shoes – I would’ve licked them. I swear the beard was thicker than the one in those newly pics of him (which came out on Monday). I itched to touch it. Richard was given a standing ovulation. He deserves it!
He looks sexy and charming as he is in his pics and interviews. He even waved back to the people on our side. It was intimate and adorable and he made eye contact with me! and I blushed even more; I hid behind my phone! The interview began with the interviewer asking Richard a few questions. I can’t remember all of them but one was about his experiences filming The Hobbit and staying in character. I think I was distracted by Richard’s voice and face and body…
After a few minutes, the interview opened up to the audience. I was one of the first people to shoot my hand up but unfortunately, they kept picking people who were sitting far away from the stage. Only a few near the front section were chosen. But the questions were good and hilarious especially one about playing roles other than brooding male ones (Richard said something about his face being mean, not fit for romantic roles – I don’t think so, Richard) and this one: who would win in a cage fight: Thorin or Dwalin? Richard just smiled and shrugged and said “well, you know, you tell me…” So he thought Thorin. I laughed so hard, I had tears! I had my hand up throughout the whole audience-asking-questions thing but wasn’t lucky. They had to wrap up. I was disappointed, still am but at least I got to see Richard up close and listen to him. The interviewer’s last question was what if Richard had met Tolkien: what would he have asked him and Richard answered that he would’ve asked if Thorin had a special someone. Everyone including me was swooning and awwwing (yes that’s a word). It was a perfect question to end the Q&A. I bet people are writing fanfics about Thorin being betrothed to a dwarf princess right now – the Tolkien fandom on Tumblr must be exploding. Richard was so thoughtful about Thorin having a fiancée or a beloved before Smaug (the dragon) destroyed everything – I tried to stop myself from turning my eyes into water!
The Q&A ended and Richard had to leave. He left the stage with a standing ovulation. He applauded as well. So adorable and precious. He went back up the same aisle, again so close to me! We all watched him go and about to go through the wrong exit – he’s still in character hahaha! He finally went through the right one and was gone. I wished he stayed for the movie (The Hobbit) and did signings after – that was what I was thinking about whilst watching the movie (I was still paying attention to the movie by the way). My respect and love for Richard has increased and my cheeks are still burning as I write a full stop to this tale.